I have been waiting to write. I don't want to hurt the couple I had to say "no match" to . I did not want them to think I said no because I had met someone else first.
But, I do not want to wait any longer. I must say it. D & K are LOVELY.
So soon after I said "no match" to the last couple the lawyers that handled my contract with A & B called me to say they had a couple they are trying to help. These lawyers are starting their own agency for Surrogacy, (I will list the name once the web-site is up.)but they want to help this couple outside of the agency, they have already been working with them for over two years. They are pulling my file from the agency so the IP's won't be required to pay the fee. We are matching through the law firm instead. They are a great firm to work with.
OK back to D & K. They are are lovely. It is so amazing to find a couple that feels so right. We talked about faith, we cried, we held hands, we laughed... Well, K and I cried. We went out to dinner, D asked if he could ask a blessing over the meal, YAY. They understand me and my faith, the reason I am doing surrogacy. I can tell them, that God told me to do this and they don't blink an eye.
We are moving forward. I am faxing the papers to get my records to RBA. I am praying.
God, Thank you for answered prayers. Thank you for K & D. Thank you for your Voice. Thank you for answering a question with a definate yes. Thank you for your faith in me. Help me to be more deserving of your love and sacrifice. Please be with those that are fighting this battle. Those who are hurting. Those with empty arms but full hearts. God please be with the couples still looking for a surrogate. Help them to find each other. Lord please protect those who are hurting from making a decision out of fear.
In Jesus Name,
Amen
