Hi All,
I know it has been a long time since I wrote. Our contract restricted my blogging. The parents have cancelled our contract so I am back to being able to write.
As you can see from the title the pregnancy did not happen. Our transfer was November 2, 2011 the BETA was November 16, 2011. I am so sad for the IP's. This was the last embryo. I did not feel comfortable with NEFI. I felt that the clinic believed in themselves too much. In my initial interview with Dr Lavy he stated that he was going to follow the med protocol from my first journey because it was proven. They did not. They let my lining get up to 18, most surrogates I follow are happy to get to 8. Was my lining too thick? Dr Kort had the embryologist check the catheter to be certain the baby was not still there. This clinic did not. They woman in charge of "third party reproduction" scheduled my transfer date when the dr wasn't going to be in town originally. Every ultrasound I had at NEFI was PAINFUL. RBA in Atlanta never caused me pain. I just never felt secure with NEFI.
SO Sad... I have had very little contact with the IP's since the results. I do not know what to say. "I'm Sorry" doesn't seem to be enough.
I have been contacted by a local couple about meeting and seeing if I can help them. I am excited. I will write more as the "dating" continues.
First, I am so thankful how GOD blessed me through the first journey. Second, No Christmas card again this year. I know we are not "friends" any more now that the baby is wholly theirs, but I thought maybe I would be on the Christmas card list. Talk about altruistic, I didn't even get the friendship that I thought developed during the journey. I am ok. I just thought...
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